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Sofia🐭
You know Matt, I just want to share with you, you don’t be offended by me, it’s just very hard, it’s a lot of anger inside, it’s a lot of emotions that are hard to contain, I’m sure how you understood me because if I were there and saw this war, if I felt my feelings, I don’t want to quarrel with you and I don’t want us to have such topics honestly, I don’t like talking about the site because I told you my feelings!
And I said that I love you and said it only once in my life, this is the second time, I didn’t think I would say it and it was done by actions, and that’s exactly what I wanted to see in my husband❤️
It’s not just about help but her care of understanding and the wave of communication that we had and now have, I remember the first days of communication when we talked to you about healthy eating about books and I liked to share training and nutrition with you, we immediately got 1 wave, and you know I still like it, you like it❤️
I just wanted to say that I’m afraid of losing you because of my illness, and I don’t want you to be angry because of this, so I won’t ask you for anything else, so that I won’t make you angry or that you have problems because of me, it doesn’t mean that I can go somewhere, I’m always there until I’m cured and I’m in a normal state, I finish my studies, and come to you, even if it’s just a visit or be there for a few days, I want it, I want to feel you, I want to understand you, your soul, your past Life, I want to understand what you really are inside, because each of us has some secrets....
The secrets of life of restraint are to be afraid of something, to close in something or to close in yourself, these are the moments of life I want to know for you, I also want to know your joy and many happy moments that needed it or can be with me, I just want these turning points in life not to take away from us the future that we can create together because I believe in it❤️